ماضی نقلی

من همه جا هر جا که بوده ام خسته شده ام اشک ریخته ام به ستوه آمده ام من هیچ جایی را بر نتابیده ام بی طاقت بوده‌ام و ته کشیده ام من پشت همهٔ این میز‌های مربع چوبی کم شده ام تحلیل رفته ام و کم کم فراری شده ام من همیشه فرار کرده …

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nonesense tonight

you know when you feel like constantly floating because you can not believe in gravity but then the fear of reality hits you and you fall??

چهارشنبه سوري

آخرين چهارشنبه سال است و بايد از روي آتش پريد گرچه اينجا باران مي آيد و هر چيز آتشيني را قبل از اينكه خيز بگيري خاموش مي كند نه سرخي من ازاوست و نه زردي او از من من هم خسته ام و حوصله ي پريدن ندارم به جايش با تمام سكون از بچه هاي …

blame

you cant count people stories these days they would need a background a sense full ending a surprise, to make their hearts pound you have to keep their eyes wide open these days its a hassle to tell people tales. they come to you to leave and they expect a gentle welcome a respectful farewell. …

Saturday nights are overrated. I have written no message, seen no friend all weekend and isolated in my nest behind the trees. because I have been too kind for too long. Saturday nights are overrated to those who can hear their own echo. to those who reflect life twenty four seven. or those who have …

Alemaña

"mama! escúchame. que las colegias aquí en Alemaña son muy difíciles! nos hacen dormir dos veces por día y al final, no nos dan tanto de chocolate." she must be around five, looking all grumpy at her mom, expecting understanding. Its freezing cold, we are waiting for the train to come. people usually look grey …

grateful

I am still happy I dont have to go to school every day. wake up 5 in the morning in panic of missing the school bus, having to say hi to all those sleepy kids and the trusworthy driver who never said a word. feeling hated by 7 a.m already. injecting math pills into my …

grey hair

I look at myself in the mirror some grey hair then i see my own eyes shining like they have been scared of something and they are not anymore.